[14 Apr 2005|10:14am] aww dave mathews band (sp??) i love this song!!! im begining to be happy.. ar. but i had to do my makeup in the car and it looks way ugly and ilook flushed.. but wha else is new.. i wish i were tanning in the bahammas.. one day i shall go back there but that time i wont return home!! aww!!! i can't wait forever.

sdjfhaserkjvblajefhrygvlqe5h [14 Apr 2005|10:09am] [ music | a mixed cd playing in here!! ] hollllyyyyyyy heellllllllll i swear i am soooo happy ... so that pretty girl i wrote about in my ddiary=) im sitting by her in class now and she likes all the same music as i do AAANNNNNDDDDDDDDD she's in love with christina aguilera.. every time she looks at me i emidiatly turn so red.. i think i was too besy focusing on her smile that i already forgot her name.. aww and she thinks like i do.. about highschool relationships and friendships!! =) now im sooo happy!!!!!!!! aww man!!!! i hope i can getr to know her more i can't wait forever.

[11 Apr 2005|01:40pm] You scored as Bisexual. You're a free-spirited bisexual. You like both guys and girls, and what someone has between their legs won't stop you from loving them. </td> Bisexual 100% Big dyke! 42% Trendy bi 25% Straight 25% How much of a lesbian are you? created with QuizFarm.com i can't wait forever.

[11 Apr 2005|01:30pm] You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for. </td> Violent 69% Exciting 69% Hot 50% Sweet 50% Soft 38% Wet 19% Awkward 13% Shy 13% What is your sexual style? created with QuizFarm.com i can't wait forever.

comment to roxana!! it wont let me post in your journal =( [02 Apr 2005|05:59pm] how many times have i offered to take you to the zoo?? and how many times did we go.. arg.... i'll take you to the zoo even if i have to paint a freaken room with animals all around it.. you want a zoo dont worry my dear you'll have one!! i love you! but sad sad sad.. i wont be able to talk to you later.. i'l try so hard to call =( i'll be with jarrod all day and night..concert at music haven!! =) =/ miss you!!!!!! (11) i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever.

forgive me love but i cant just let go [01 Apr 2005|09:30pm] [ mood | emotional/crazy..stopstopSTOP ] [ music | porcupine tree- in absentia ] one day you all will look to see me but all you'll hear are my run away footsteps falling from your hands and towards the door forgive me again as i lay hear dead bleeding your blood from my veins.. how can i ever repay this deadly sin.. for it wasnt i.. it was the wolf that i cried out of too many of times (i cant and now i stand numb and growing more alone that i ever was and ever will be) (1) i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever.

another day without you and still i choke as i breathe [01 Apr 2005|09:23pm] [ music | porcupine tree- in absentia ] i miss ricky and erika i love them both.. and there so far away =( one day i will go see her.. and him =) i love him so much ithat i know is true he's like the type of person that you dont want to be with .. you both just.. get eachother he knows the darkest side of me.. he knows the best.. and the middle.. he knows when im acting when im real.. he knows me and loves me for me i feel so safe with and around him.. he wishes i were there with him.. so we could lay in the snow and he could hold me.. and he said i could cry all my pain away for and on him.. beautiful i miss him and i love love love him he says the same.. he's one of the very very few.. well.. the only person i know truely means it.. besides olivia.. and still.. she doesnt know all me.. he's truely the only one.. wow.. i really do love him (2) i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever.

hum... [28 Mar 2005|02:48pm] .... i need to talk to chris.... blarg... i love you chris and i need to spend some time with you perhaps on thursday??? hum.... mkay.. bye i can't wait forever.

la de da de da [24 Mar 2005|06:44pm] [ mood | haha confused and shocked haha ] wow.. today i got out of a bath.. happy relaxing then dun dun dun the phone rang it was my uncle i figured he'd be like.. i'll be home in a little while sweetie but no he needed to talk to dominic so i yelled for d and he came and got the phone i figured all would be well, and i thought d's door's shut i'll run to the other bathroom with my clothes and whatnnot in it (towel was on at this point) i was walking on my way.. and eeekkkkkk i saw his friend staring at me i screamed droped the towel screamed again and ran back into the other bathroom.. and i had to get to the other one with my clothes.. so when i thought it'd be safe i was on my way and ew.. the 14 year old boy was there staring as was the 12 year old... my cousin and his other friend were in his room and that 14 year old one is consistantly trying to get dominic to set him and i up.. eww eww... ughhh then i get to the bathroom and i shut the door like 10 min later im drying my hair i stop it for a sec (it was getting to hot) and i hear them outside the bathroom door wispering... 14 years old and your still spying on girls in bathrooms.. what the hell??? and yeah.. i locked the door.. later they left... it was weird.. eww eww what a loser i droped the towel.. haha movie moment!! i can't wait forever.

what?? [24 Mar 2005|02:26pm] everyone is going to the beach or went and are going again... =( i was offered to be kidnaped and taken.. but i had to babysit... i shouldnt of quit my job =/ sad sad sad its okay though... my brother said both him and his girlfriend plan to kidnap me and take me on great adventures some time in the summer (haha they say they want to take me to disney land to make me a happy child) i love them!!!! awww their beautiful and perfect!!! ummm.. i havent written in this in a long long time.... i do blogger now!! and yes one that noooo one knows about!! but i think ive written in all of them quite a bit.. eh... pointless pointless.... im going to be starting over everything soonly!! woo who!!! but.. thats info for my blog!!!! i hope everyone that ive hurt is okay.. i still really deeply care for them all... and yeah.. done with that.. if you dont believe that then just please dont comment on it... cause its true and yeah... im going to go cut my hair some more.. i really dont like what my hair dresser did with it last time... arg oh well... ohoh my mom saw my "tattooish" thing haha hated hated hated it =) and my cousin and her friend alison =) haha they're setting me up on a date.. well they already have.. its with a peircer but she's like 16 or 17 and yeah.. all i know shes very flirty and forward she has dark hair thats just.. crazy (was told that it looks like she doesnt style it just messes it up and it looks amazing) light skin =) ears all peirced nose is double peirced (like i want ahhhhhhhh =D haha) both nipples peirced and a belly buton ring well 2 rings 4 holes on it.. she has the 2 bars intertwined from top to bottom... i just wanted mine dounble peirced!! aw man! wears red lipstick very unique looking but in a hot hot way very chill says "cute" alot (like me ahhh) and well she was told to speak just like me.. so eh =) and my cousin showed her a pic of me and she wants to "meet"me i can't wait forever.

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